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MIA.....now I'm back

Wow, sorry it's been so long.  I have been under a lot of stress lately and just haven't felt like blogging.  I am currently trying to find a different job.  I have decided I no longer want to be a dog groomer, it causes me way too much stress and anxiety, and it's not fulfilling.  So I have been putting my resume out there for Veterinary Receptionist positions.  So far have just had 1 phone interview.  Not sure why but haven't heard back on any of the other ones I have applied for.  I am torn as I know that if I quit where I'm at they may possibly have to close their doors, but $100 a week just isn't cutting it, things are super slow, it's been almost a year that they have been back up and running, I would have thought things would be busier, but they aren't.  I have to do what is right for me.  I can't continue doing something I am unhappy doing, it's just not a good idea.

I met with my counselor yesterday.  She wants me to work on being more assertive and expressing myself better.  I tend to hold everything in.  I know my husband would like it if I was more expressive with him and talked to him more.  I don't know why I hold things in I just do.  She said I need to say things to myself like "I have a right to feel this way" or "I have a right to my opinion"  I am really happy with my treatment right now.  I think I finally found a decent psychiatrist.  I met with her psychiatric nurse on Monday, basically a meds check to make sure that my meds were working and I wasn't having too many side effects from them.  Everything is great, having no side effects other than I have lost about 10# since starting on the Geodon........that's a side effect I don't mind one bit :-)

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  2. Sorry for the late reply, just realized I had comments :). My hubby too likes to talk about everything, I am more the quiet type, I have thoughts in my head but rarely do I express myself or my thoughts. I really like the Geodon so far it has helped my mood swings immensely. I am on Wellbutrin for my anti-depressant and so far not too sure it's working, think it may need increased.

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