
Wow, sorry it's been so long. I have been under a lot of stress lately and just haven't felt like blogging. I am currently trying to find a different job. I have decided I no longer want to be a dog groomer, it causes me way too much stress and anxiety, and it's not fulfilling. So I have been putting my resume out there for Veterinary Receptionist positions. So far have just had 1 phone interview. Not sure why but haven't heard back on any of the other ones I have applied for. I am torn as I know that if I quit where I'm at they may possibly have to close their doors, but $100 a week just isn't cutting it, things are super slow, it's been almost a year that they have been back up and running, I would have thought things would be busier, but they aren't. I have to do what is right for me. I can't continue doing something I am unhappy doing, it's just not a good idea.
I met with my counselor yesterday. She wants me to work on being more assertive and expressing myself better. I tend to hold everything in. I know my husband would like it if I was more expressive with him and talked to him more. I don't know why I hold things in I just do. She said I need to say things to myself like "I have a right to feel this way" or "I have a right to my opinion" I am really happy with my treatment right now. I think I finally found a decent psychiatrist. I met with her psychiatric nurse on Monday, basically a meds check to make sure that my meds were working and I wasn't having too many side effects from them. Everything is great, having no side effects other than I have lost about 10# since starting on the Geodon........that's a side effect I don't mind one bit :-)
My problem was very difficult and it made me come to a very close to giving up. esangopriest@hotmail.com did bring my lover back to me but unfortunately it did not last because I did not listen to esango priest’s advice. When my lover came back, things weren’t “right on” and instead of calling esango priest I took matters into my own hands and lost my lover AGAIN. Esango priest is the one who called me and knew what happened without me telling him. esango priest is the one who called me and told me his meditation showed him what needed to be done to correct the problem for me. Sometimes esango priest scares me with what he knows, but in a good way. finally my lover returned to me.
ReplyDeleteSorry for the late reply, just realized I had comments :). My hubby too likes to talk about everything, I am more the quiet type, I have thoughts in my head but rarely do I express myself or my thoughts. I really like the Geodon so far it has helped my mood swings immensely. I am on Wellbutrin for my anti-depressant and so far not too sure it's working, think it may need increased.
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