I sure have come a long way in the past year. I am very grateful to my hubby who is my support. He keeps me on the right path and gives me something to live for. I love him with every beat of my heart.
So I had a visit with my psychiatrist. We are weaning me off Geodon (waaaaaaaaaaa). And increasing my seroquel. Not sure how I feel about that as I love what Geodon has done for my appetite. Not sure I want the Seroquel weight gain, I have done so well (lost 45#) since I started the Geodon. We will see how I do on just the seroquel, if I start gaining massive weight I will make her take me off of it.
I am proud to say that my kitchen is still clean (over a month), there have been 1 or 2 days where I haven't done the dishes every day but for the most part my counters have been clean, stove has been cleaned off. Now I just need to transfer some of that cleaning to my fridge. Hubby and I attacked the pantry this past weekend. It was such a mess, now it is clean and organized. We kept buying tomato paste because we thought we were out of it.....big surprise we have a ton of it now, as we just couldn't see it in the pantry. Now everything has a place and I love it. I kept opening it up over the weekend just to stare at it and to see how awesome it looked. Yah, I know I'm a weirdo.
On the job front things are very bleak at the moment. I hate my job, literally. I can't get hired anywhere I apply, trying not to feel like a failure, but it's hard at the moment especially since I have so much experience as a Veterinary Receptionist. I really wish my dad's clinic was still opened. It was my heart and soul for so long. He still works just out of his home.
So I had a visit with my psychiatrist. We are weaning me off Geodon (waaaaaaaaaaa). And increasing my seroquel. Not sure how I feel about that as I love what Geodon has done for my appetite. Not sure I want the Seroquel weight gain, I have done so well (lost 45#) since I started the Geodon. We will see how I do on just the seroquel, if I start gaining massive weight I will make her take me off of it.
I am proud to say that my kitchen is still clean (over a month), there have been 1 or 2 days where I haven't done the dishes every day but for the most part my counters have been clean, stove has been cleaned off. Now I just need to transfer some of that cleaning to my fridge. Hubby and I attacked the pantry this past weekend. It was such a mess, now it is clean and organized. We kept buying tomato paste because we thought we were out of it.....big surprise we have a ton of it now, as we just couldn't see it in the pantry. Now everything has a place and I love it. I kept opening it up over the weekend just to stare at it and to see how awesome it looked. Yah, I know I'm a weirdo.
On the job front things are very bleak at the moment. I hate my job, literally. I can't get hired anywhere I apply, trying not to feel like a failure, but it's hard at the moment especially since I have so much experience as a Veterinary Receptionist. I really wish my dad's clinic was still opened. It was my heart and soul for so long. He still works just out of his home.
I hope you are still doing well. My kitchen is a royal mess right now so I am envious of this post. ;-)
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