Today I got flowers and a get well balloon from my hubby's coworkers, I think that was super duper nice of them and it made my day. I thought it was very thoughtful of them. I really like the company my husband works for, they really take care of the families and the workers. I think I over did it just a little bit yesterday as my back is really hurting today.
Today I met with my counselor, we discussed my 'obsessing' about things and she said I do have an obsessive compulsive tendency, joy yet another label to throw at myself, joy for me. We discussed issues from my past and the person who caused them. I am supposed to write said person a letter (which I won't send) but a letter full of how what they did/said etc affected me. That and we might do a 'chair' exercise where I pretend that person is in a chair and I get to speak my mind and 'yell' at them if you will. Sounds interesting. She told me to warn my hubby that we are going into these issues and that I might be a bit moody. It definitely is going to be a hard thing as I don't like to go into my past issues, but she said it would help me get over some of the issues I am having in the present. I hope so. I see my new psychiatrist next week, both my counselor and I are interested to see what she decides to do about my medications, whether she will keep them the same or whether she will switch them up.
Today I met with my counselor, we discussed my 'obsessing' about things and she said I do have an obsessive compulsive tendency, joy yet another label to throw at myself, joy for me. We discussed issues from my past and the person who caused them. I am supposed to write said person a letter (which I won't send) but a letter full of how what they did/said etc affected me. That and we might do a 'chair' exercise where I pretend that person is in a chair and I get to speak my mind and 'yell' at them if you will. Sounds interesting. She told me to warn my hubby that we are going into these issues and that I might be a bit moody. It definitely is going to be a hard thing as I don't like to go into my past issues, but she said it would help me get over some of the issues I am having in the present. I hope so. I see my new psychiatrist next week, both my counselor and I are interested to see what she decides to do about my medications, whether she will keep them the same or whether she will switch them up.

I have always found the idea of Therapy intriguing. Would you recommend it, have you found it to help you be a better person.
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