Sometimes this path is really hard. Just like anything worth while it is going to be hard and it's going to take time to get things back on track and running smoothly again. My hubby is being really great about my latest mess. He is as usual amazing. I have truly been blessed by a saint of a man. I am working on becoming someone who is worthy of him. Every day I am working towards that. I hope that one day I can become the woman he deserves.
So our kitten Raven is getting spayed today, which means she has to fast this morning, so no food. She is a food hound and LIVES for food so it's truly hard for her. She usually eats her own food then runs to everyone elses dishes and finishes off what they don't eat. Well I had to pick up everyone else's dishes this morning. Raven is less than amused. It made me think that I am hungry for knowledge on how to better control my anger and what to do for my bipolar. I am literally trying to soak up everything and anything that I can just trying to learn more about how to better handle them both and better control them. Losing control like I did this past weekend really scared me, I don't know what came over me and that scares me.
Well our kitten came through her surgery just fine, I was a bit nervous, my father is a Veterinarian although he is semi retired. Any ways I have never had any other vet spay or neuter any of my animals other than the ones I have gotten through rescues. Since we adopted Raven through my work part of her adoption fee is having her spayed at the clinic I work at. She came through with flying colors, and is acting like nothing happened tonight she is bouncing off the walls running, jumping, playing etc. She is 16 weeks old. She is growing up way too fast, she was 4# 12 oz today.
As for my headaches today, I accidentally remembered a trick my hubby told me to try. I did our grocery shopping on my way home from work and got a fountain drink at Sam's Club, I guzzled it down and then crunched on the ice, even though the lights which usually trigger my headaches were blaring in my eyes, the headache remained mild. I was amazed. Will have to try it again to see if it was a fluke or if maybe crunching on ice helps the headaches. Mood wise I am feeling a lot better today. I am not down in the dumps and am feeling more hopeful about life in general. Well going to wrap it up for the night, will post more tomorrow.
So our kitten Raven is getting spayed today, which means she has to fast this morning, so no food. She is a food hound and LIVES for food so it's truly hard for her. She usually eats her own food then runs to everyone elses dishes and finishes off what they don't eat. Well I had to pick up everyone else's dishes this morning. Raven is less than amused. It made me think that I am hungry for knowledge on how to better control my anger and what to do for my bipolar. I am literally trying to soak up everything and anything that I can just trying to learn more about how to better handle them both and better control them. Losing control like I did this past weekend really scared me, I don't know what came over me and that scares me.
Well our kitten came through her surgery just fine, I was a bit nervous, my father is a Veterinarian although he is semi retired. Any ways I have never had any other vet spay or neuter any of my animals other than the ones I have gotten through rescues. Since we adopted Raven through my work part of her adoption fee is having her spayed at the clinic I work at. She came through with flying colors, and is acting like nothing happened tonight she is bouncing off the walls running, jumping, playing etc. She is 16 weeks old. She is growing up way too fast, she was 4# 12 oz today.
As for my headaches today, I accidentally remembered a trick my hubby told me to try. I did our grocery shopping on my way home from work and got a fountain drink at Sam's Club, I guzzled it down and then crunched on the ice, even though the lights which usually trigger my headaches were blaring in my eyes, the headache remained mild. I was amazed. Will have to try it again to see if it was a fluke or if maybe crunching on ice helps the headaches. Mood wise I am feeling a lot better today. I am not down in the dumps and am feeling more hopeful about life in general. Well going to wrap it up for the night, will post more tomorrow.
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