So my days off have switched to Tuesdays. Even though I slept in today, I have gotten a lot accomplished. I scooped litter boxes, swept up the litter mess the cats scattered all over, done some dishes, put away laundry, painted the trim in our office/craft/hobby room, took out the garbage. Which is quite a bit for me normally I spend my days off just goofing on the computer. But I am proud to say that today was different, today, I made the choice to be somewhat productive. My sister and I are going to go to dinner and a movie today. We were going to go at noon however she had to go into work so we'll go to a later show. We're going to go see Skyfall.
I always look to the past, and have regrets, I like the quote above because if I regretted my incident in August, I wouldn't have learned anything from it. I have learned so much in the past 6 months, and feel so much better than I did. Yes I still have my down days, but I am so happy that I was able to get treatment and get back in to see my psychiatrist and counselors and get some of my issues worked out. Yes I have many more, but I don't regret what happened at all, as it was life changing for me. I learned a very valuable lesson.
The first few days of me trying to stop drinking so much diet coke were a disaster, the past few days have been great though, have just had one mug full each day. Which is quite the accomplishment seeing as how I have been drinking two 2 liters a day......yeah I'm that addicted. The more anxious/stressed I get the more I drink. However I am determined to quit drinking it all together. I just have to have mind over matter and just do it. From what I have read the diet soda, caffeine etc can cause or aggravate depression and anxiety. I'm glad that I read about it and decided to research it. Yesterday my anxiety wasn't that bad, today I don't have much anxiety either. SO maybe there is some truth to what I have read. I will keep you posted on how I do.
I always look to the past, and have regrets, I like the quote above because if I regretted my incident in August, I wouldn't have learned anything from it. I have learned so much in the past 6 months, and feel so much better than I did. Yes I still have my down days, but I am so happy that I was able to get treatment and get back in to see my psychiatrist and counselors and get some of my issues worked out. Yes I have many more, but I don't regret what happened at all, as it was life changing for me. I learned a very valuable lesson.
The first few days of me trying to stop drinking so much diet coke were a disaster, the past few days have been great though, have just had one mug full each day. Which is quite the accomplishment seeing as how I have been drinking two 2 liters a day......yeah I'm that addicted. The more anxious/stressed I get the more I drink. However I am determined to quit drinking it all together. I just have to have mind over matter and just do it. From what I have read the diet soda, caffeine etc can cause or aggravate depression and anxiety. I'm glad that I read about it and decided to research it. Yesterday my anxiety wasn't that bad, today I don't have much anxiety either. SO maybe there is some truth to what I have read. I will keep you posted on how I do.

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