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Today was not a good day, first off I didn't want to get out of bed, then I put off doing something I told my hubby I would do, went to go see my counselor and got pulled over on the way there for having expired plates.....joy for me, now I have to take time off work to go appear in court, oh the joyful fun of it.    Then I went and saw my counselor and cried for the first time in a while.  I have just felt so depressed lately, not severe depression, but just have no energy, takes a lot to get me to do something (other than sitting on the couch playing with computer and watching TV).  I have felt like crying for a while, and just can't.....guess being emotionless is one of the lovely side effects of the meds I am on, I don't like it one bit.  My counselor thinks I am too tense, she wants me to work on dancing around the house for a few songs each day.....okey dokey, guess that will help ease the tension.

We made huge progress in a room in the basement yesterday, it is going to be our craft/scrapbook/train room and my sister left it just a tad bit messy before she moved out there are papers stuck to the floor etc, so it's taking a lot on our part to get it cleaned.  Luckily we bought a hard floor cleaner before we moved it, it has done wonders for cleaning the hardwood and the tile.  I am excited to get this room cleaned out as I really want to use some of my outlets (scrapbooking, sewing, jewelry making) to help with my depression.

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