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Trust in God

I really have felt lately that God has taught me how to fly with my disease.  Everyone always tells me that I am doing so well and they can't believe how quickly I bounced back from my suicide attempt.  Well I made the choice as I was in the hospital that I wanted things to change, that I wanted to get better, and that I wanted to get the help that I needed.  I guess that was the lowest of low points in my life, and I am so grateful that God caught me and has led me to the counselor and people that I needed to see to get help.  Our insurance company was instrumental in getting me the help that I needed, and I am forever grateful for them.

Today was a high anxiety day at work, I groomed 3 dogs for chronic complainers, no matter what their dogs never are like they want them.  They are extremely picky, the dogs hair cuts could be perfect and they will find something to complain about, however they rarely complain to me they complain to my boss, he tells them if you want her to change something then you need to tell her, not me.  I am glad that my boss is very easy going about it.  The previous groomer who is dying of cancer said that they have been complaining for the past 30 years about something or another, so that makes me feel like it's not my fault they aren't 100% happy, but due to my Anxiety, every day I groom them I have high anxiety and have to take an anxiety pill.

I came home from work and did some dishes and cleaned off the coffee table, so that is something.  I am slowly getting into a routine, come home from work and do certain tasks instead of just plopping down in front of computer or TV, I can plop down once I have done certain tasks, but I have to get things rolling and need to keep up the momentum, I can do this!
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