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I believe honesty is the best policy.  I feel that I need a different antidepressant, as I am having suicidal ideation (no worries about me acting on it I won't do that to myself again).  I feel pretty stable mood wise, like not angry or anything and feel happy but having thoughts about taking pills (again no worries about me acting on it).  I am going to call my pdoc tomorrow and see if we can't get something else for my antidepressant.  I don't think the wellbutrin is working any more.  I guess that is part of being bipolar is working with my psychiatrist to find the right balance of meds.  I think we have found the right balance of the mood stabilizer but the anti-depressant I think we need a different one.

I had my 2nd sleep apnea study last night, again with the wires out the wazoo, they put this gel type stuff in your hair that is nearly impossible to get out.  You have to use extremely hot water to get it out and even then it doesn't all come out.  Then I got to try on several different type of masks.  I went with the one that goes over your nose and mouth.  I tried one that went just over your nose, but I liked the one that went over both better.  It was raining when I left to come home.  Rain is like my nemesis when driving it freaks me out due to a traumatic event that happened years ago.  I did okay in the rain, and must say my new car handled it like a champ.  People were passing me like crazy cause I was only going 55mph but oh well at least I made it home safe and sound.

My cats are such good therapy animals they always seem to know when I need a snuggle.  I wish that cats could be therapy animals outside of the house, I would take Cedes everywhere lol, she is such a loverbug (for the most part).  Right now she is in my lap laying over my arms as I type.  Yes it makes for difficult typing but at least she is snuggling with me as I need it today.

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