
So starting the ole diet tomorrow. I start off with 3 days of protein only having 6-12 servings of protein throughout the day. This picture shows what I have planned. I am going to kick this! Today I spent the day overeating as usual. I had about 10 servings of popcorn, 3 snack bags of trail mix, probably 3 or 4 servings of tortilla chips with cheese, 1 almond snack bar, spaghetti for dinner with a salad and yes I watched portions. I don't know what my problem is. Okay yes I do I have the seroquel hunger pains. I have heard so many people who have gained so much weight on that pill. I can't wait until I get off of it. Right now I am on 200mg per day from 400mg. So far (since last Tuesday) I haven't noticed much of a difference in my appetite, if anything it seems bigger.

I don't know if I feel anxiety on my day off or not, I do know I am dealing with a particularly difficult person on facebook, literally stalks me, goes to whatever group or page I post on (I guess she can see that in my feed) if I don't respond to her chats and posts on there "I see you're online but wont' respond to me" or "I've been trying to message you.". Sometimes I'm honestly NOT in the mood to deal with her antics. I kicked her to the curb a few years ago, and don't know why I unblocked her as she stresses the hell out of me. Everything is about the worst case scenario possible, she constantly frets and worries about her dog and how it has kidney disease because it is drinking more water than it use to.....yeah because you used to yell at him when he'd drink cause it'd piss you off. I have literally listened to her every day for the past month worried about her dog having kidney or liver problems. Every day it is the same story, and every day it's BEYOND annoying. Yes I work for a vet, but good grief get a grip! Take your dog and have it's blood checked if you are so worried about it. Nope no money to do that till March. Then quit worrying about it. She threatens to take her animals to the shelter about every week because she can't afford them if they have health problems (which haven't been diagnosed) or she's mad at her granny or her sister.....some people should not be allowed to have animals. I HATE it when people use animals or kids for that matter as leverage for things. Get a pet rock instead. I really need to kick her to the curb again, this time for good. I can't deal with the aggravation she causes in my life.
For a happy note. My cat Cedes is always entertaining us. The picture above is of her sticking her tongue out today. She's so silly. She is literally addicted to Pill Pockets. I have 2 other kitties who are on pills for various reasons, Cedes comes running if she even hears me get out their weekly pill containers out. What a goofy girl she is! Right now she is on the back of my office chair.
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