Let’s Talk Mental Health: Living with Bipolar, Anxiety, and OCD
This post is close to my heart—and honestly, a little hard to write.
Not because I’m ashamed… but because mental health is often misunderstood, especially when you live with multiple diagnoses.
I live with Bipolar Disorder, Anxiety, and Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD). And while those labels don’t define me, they do shape my daily experience in ways you might not see from the outside.
Today, I want to open up about what that really looks like—and what’s helped me manage, heal, and grow.
💬 “You don’t look bipolar.”
I’ve heard this more than once.
Mental health doesn’t always “look” like anything in particular.
It can wear a smile. It can show up to work.
It can post on Instagram and cuddle dogs and keep it all together… until it doesn’t.
🌗 Living with Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar is more than just “ups and downs.”
For me, it looks like:
• Manic energy that leads to sleepless nights and impulsive decisions
• Depressive lows where even brushing my hair feels impossible
• Constant work to stay balanced—emotionally, chemically, and mentally
I work closely with my psychiatrist, and I take my medication consistently. That’s not weakness. That’s self-awareness and strength.
😰 Managing Anxiety
Anxiety is the voice in my head that never stops talking.
It overanalyzes everything.
It creates stories that aren’t true.
It makes small problems feel like emergencies.
But I’ve learned how to talk back to it—with breathing techniques, movement, journaling, and CBD support that helps calm the storm without numbing me out.
🔁 Living with OCD
OCD isn’t just about being “neat” or “a perfectionist.”
It’s persistent, intrusive thoughts that don’t let up.
It’s rituals, checking, cycles, and mental loops that can be exhausting.
For me, it’s tied to anxiety—and managing one helps me manage the other.
🌿 How I Support My Mental Health Now
I’ve had to learn how to care for my mind just like I care for my body. Here’s what’s helped me the most:
✅ Medication + professional support
I work with a psychiatrist who understands my full picture—and we adjust as needed.
✅ CBD
Green Compass CBD has helped me find more calm, less racing thoughts, and more presence.
It’s been a game-changer for my nervous system and sleep cycles.
✅ Daily movement
Working out isn’t just about weight loss—it’s about mental reset. Even 10 minutes helps.
✅ Routines + structure
Predictability soothes my nervous system. I use gentle routines that give my brain what it needs.
✅ Mindset + grace
I’ve stopped expecting perfection from myself. And that has made all the difference.
💛 To Anyone Else Living with Mental Health Challenges…
You are not broken.
You are not too much.
You are not weak.
You are learning how to carry something heavy—and that deserves so much more compassion than judgment.
This space—Waiting 4 Sunshine—isn’t just about hair and weight loss and pet wellness.
It’s about healing—mentally, emotionally, physically.
It’s about creating room for honesty, vulnerability, and hope.
Thank you for being here with me.
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With strength and softness,
Heather
Waiting 4 Sunshine
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