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Am I crazy?

So my hubby jokingly said yesterday that I was going to visit the Looney Bin.  Hey I'm the one who told him before we got married I was certifiably crazy :-)  I am getting ready to head there now, and I am terrified.  I am scared, I have never done any type of 'group' therapy or anything and it scares the crap out of me.  I don't know what to expect, what meds are they going to put me on?  Am I gonna be a drowsy nut, like my sister was?  They had her on so many drugs at one point that she passed out while driving, totaled her car and took out a telephone pole........these are my fears.  I am extremely nauseated today.  It could be that my Neurotransmitter levels are so low I am reacting to the Neuroreplete....leaving a note for Rob to call the Dr as I'm not sure when I will be home today.

I will say someone has turned my Robby receptors back on....holy cow!  Feeling like I haven't felt in a LONG LONG time :-)  And loving every minute of it.  Incredible!  I think he is enjoying it as well.

Wanted to add....I did not want to die.  I just wanted my pain to end.

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  1. JenniferAugust 16, 2012 at 9:10 AM

    Heather, you are going through so much. I hope that writing about it helps you. You really do a wonderful job at blogging about your journeys. I admire you so much for all of the changes that you've been willing to make in your life & I know that you will be successful at finding the wonderful YOU that you know is deep inside just waiting to come out into the sunshine! Thinking of & praying for you!

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