Today I have a bone spur removed on my left pinky toe....again (had the exact same surgery last november), and surgery, pre-op etc went so smoothly I'm still having a hard time believing it. I was minimally anxious for it today, last time I was completely wigging, crying and the likes. Went in the operating room fine, and when I came back out, I was calm/collected, no panic/anxiety/ hyperventilating attacks. I know that I was so much better this time because of the meds I am on, they have totally helped me have a 'balanced' life. I love it! I did not get sick/nauseas from the anesthesia. I'm trying to convince Rob to buy me a "Bear Hug" system for christmas.....the bed warmer they hook up to your hospital gown.
Oh and my dream was just that a dream about all the changes I have been making....as someone reared her ugly head. I am not being emotional about it at all, yes there is that little bit of grief I am feeling but I'm not focusing solely on it. I know that when the time is right, just as Rob and I had to go through things and have the 'right' time for us to meet that we will have children. My cats are taking good care of me....they are taking turns snuggling etc. Rob is doing even better, bringing me drinks, food, pills, snow cones :-) and anything else I ask for. He is truly the most amazing man I have ever met.
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