
I had a weird dream last night, I dreamt that I was at the hospital prepping for my surgery and they came and told me they couldn't do surgery because my pregnancy test was positive (apparently they test every female prior to surgery). It was so real feeling.....totally weird. I hate this time as every month when I get something it's like someone stabbed my heart a billion times, it breaks my heart each month when something comes around. I want children so badly. I don't know if we will ever have them, but it hurts so badly each month. I wish I wasn't so hopeful, and that I could accept that it will happen on Gods time, but as anyone who knows me knows, patience is not one of my strong points.
I love my hubby he is a snow cone addict (sugar free juices only), and tonight made dessert before dinner :-) Goodness he is so cute! I love all of his little quarks.
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