
This is a continuation of yesterdays post so to speak. I have huge insecurities which in turn cause me to have huge anxiety. I guess part of it stems from my PTSD and issues from that. I really do need to work on my negative self talk, and work on feeling better about myself. I know part of it is my weight and feeling ugly because of it. As soon as the Dr gives me the go-ahead I am going to start exercising again. The Zyprexa I am on increases my appetite and makes me crave carbohydrates, so I will try to eat healthier snacks like lunch meats, cheese etc. Problem is of course $$$$. I got my confirmation for the bankruptcy which relieves some of my anxiety. I have been fretting about it so much. Now we just have to pay so much a month for the next 5 years. It really was the best option for me as I owed 11,000 on a car that's worth $4000. Darn interest.
I went to the Dr today and he said my toe looks great. I can go back to my regular shoes if I want, but I think I'll keep the sandal boot until the stitches come out so they don't rub on my shoe. I go back to work tomorrow. My sister Jen is going to come down to help me bath and such so I don't get my feet wet. I can't wait until my stitches come out next week.
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